day after day after day

Is it just me? Or does time fly like.. super infiiniityyyizzllyy fast.
I have sooooooooooo much crap to take care of.. grr.. and I'm just not doing it.
LAZY i tell you. IT'S horrible. Maybe I need to get on the TYra show or something so they could talk some smack into me. ROFL. NOT. I've been watching the Tyra show lately... there's some CRAZYYy issues on that show.. did you guys see the one where this girl.. is auctioning off her virginity!?!?? JEEZ LUIZ! the bid is up to 3.8 MILLION DOLLARS! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!

Ok. Controversial issue so we'll stop at that.
Anyway.. Once again have not restarted my diet. My brother has been using my car day in and day out. OH BY THE WAY!!!!!! It's FIXED!!!!!!!! Thank goodness..
except... yeah.. he uses it everyday.. so I'm STILL CARLESS. -_-; How annoying.

So what's the issue that has been my main stress for this week? Hmm.. well.. as you guys keep reading up on me.. you'll see how I ponder about a specific issue every week.. and the amount of concern.. and stress it brings me is really.. abnormal. lol. SO this week?

Friendship.
What really makes a friend your friend?
I've been thinking.. about the people that I name closest to me lately.. and I'm sad to realize.. that maybe.. just maybe.. they're not as close as I wish they were.. Some... really... REALLY.. just don't know me? =(. That makes me sad.. I use to think that maybe TIME.. was what made a friend.. not just a friend.. or things that I've been through with these friends.. is what made them my closest friends.. I guess I'm wrong.

Last week.. when I got in that ginormous fight with my boyfriend.. I sat outside his garage.. crying and crying.. his friends were over.. so I didn't want to go in.. and ruin the mood.. but I went through my phone looking for someone to call.. to talk to... I called just a few.. and only one came through.. you know what's really sad? I didn't even think of calling my labeled "best friends". I guess that's mainly my fault.. but I realize.. that.. I can't even talk to them.. about my personal issues.. most of them don't know my insecurities.. or what I'm afraid of.. or.. what's really going on in my life.. and... I know for a fact.. that if i called a few of them.. I wouldn't even be able to crack a smile.. I'm an easy person to please. REALLY. Someone can call me.. a "bitch" and i'll bust out laughing.. just cause.. well.. I laugh easily.. and you know what?! I realize that I can't even.. joke around with some of them.. I can't just call them up.. and crack jokes with them... it's just... i don't know.

BUTTTTT on a bright note... I realize that I've taken some wonderful people that I never realized were such good friends for granted.. the minor ones.. That night.. I called a friend of mine in San Jose.. and.. you know I never considered her really.. a best friend.. but looking back.. Jeez. I can call her for ANYTHING. ANYTIME. ANywhere.. The first thing we say to each other when we call," You asshole.. you never call me.. you don't love me anymore!!!" Lol we just bust out laughing.. this girl.. I can call her at 3 in the morning.. 5 in the morning.. whatever.. I can call her the night of her wedding.. and she'd still pull through.. that night.. she was at a party.. and she left.. to talk to me.. for an hour.. to comfort me.. and really listen to what I was going through. She cried with me for crying out loud!!!! What better of a friend is that!!

Anywho. That's what has been sitting in my mind..

My first makeup gig. Was on Friday... I got paiddddddd to do someones makeup.. and WOW WOW WOw! It was absolutely the biggest thrill ever!!! It turned out FABBBBBBBB super super fab.. andd... well the pay was pretty wow. for my first time!! $43.00? LOL! pretty neat huh?! The only scary thing is.. what if.. she really didn't like it.. and just.. said allllllllllllll this great things.. just to not make me feel bad?! LOL that'd be the worst! I would HATE it if she paid me.. to get her makeup done.. and it wasn't pretty =*(.

K. so here's the looks I did for the last few days =)
Starting with Yesterday!






What I used:
Face:
-Face & Body Foundation C4
-NYX black label compact in Natural Beige

Eyes:
I used my 160 color palette (alot like... the CS palettes)
-matte soft pink above the crease (DUPE: MAC sushi flower)
-matte rich fruit punch like pink right above the crease (DUPE: MAC passionate)
-matte turquoise blue from lashline to crease (DUPE: MAC electric eel)
-glittery dark blue directly on top of the turquoise (DUPE: MAC deep truth)
-matte dark purple to cut the crease and blend outwards (DUPE: MAC shadowy lady)
-matte green color on bottom lashline
-glittery dark green color on outer bottom lashline (MAC humid)
-glittery gold on inner bottom lashline (MAC gorgeous gold)
-matte cream color for highlight (DUPE: MAC brule or NYX highlight)
-Jane cream liner
-Loreal Liquid Intense Lineur
-Estee Lauder Mascara

Cheeks:
-MAC sculpt & shape (contour)
-JANE stackables light gold blush (blush & i blend it into my contour)

LIPS:
-NYX round lipstick in Watermelon
-MAC lustreglass in instant gold

K so here's the MAC version i did on Halloween:




Pretty similar huh?!
It's crazy! Cause the 160 color palette that I used.. dANG!! some of the colors.. are EXACT dupes for MAC! can't tell the difference at ALL.. =)

Last look:
REALLLL SIMPLE!! BUT!! Can you guys guess what's different? =) hehe.





whoawhoawhoa!!

JINAH HAS A CREASE!!!!!!!! LOL jkjk. So for this look.. I busted out my old school eye glue.. just cause I wanted to play around with it.
I basically put the eye glue on.. and applied my eyeshadow as if I didn't have a crease. Same methods.

THe look is SUPER EASY!!!!!!!!!! I only used 2 eyeshadowS!!!! yes 2!! This look = all about blending! blending blending blending!

What I used:
Face:
-Face & Body Foundation C4
-NYX black label compact in Natural Beige

Eyes:
-MAC e/s in Signed & Sealed ( I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE this e/s. one of my fav!! It's like.. shadowy lady.. except.. less chalky.. and it's darker..)
-NYX e/s in highlight (for my highlight)
-Jane cream liner
-Loreal Liquid Intense Lineur
-Estee Lauder Mascara

Cheeks:
-MAC sculpt & shape (contour)
-NYX blush in Dusty Rose (blush)

LIPS:
-NYX black label lipstick in Beige
-MAC lustreglass in instant gold

like it? It def. looks a little different.. the eye glue.. makes.. eyeliner sooooooooooo much easier.. You don't have to PACK on the black on top when you use the eyeglue..

AnywhoOooooo... :] question for you lovely ladies.. and fellas.. LOL (fred)
Is there any better way to respond to your comments?! Like you know.. on youtube.. you can directly comment back.. or.. do i have to comment back.. on your page directly? =(. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. i'm blogger clueless.