Changing for the better

Wowsers! This week has been AMAZING!! I haven't had such a productive week.. in forever.. back to back to back..

Ok so first off... I got a call from the Culinary Institute of America with my OFFICIAL acceptance!! WOOOOOOOOO!! I know i know.. i'm sure everyones thinking wth... didn't you already get in? Nope.. it was just me being overly confident.. but jeez.. i was actually really freaking out thinking of the possibility that I might get rejected. I HATE the feeling of rejection... it's absolutely the worst. I've been rejected soooooo many times that.. well.. yeah.. self explanatory.. you guys know what i mean right?!

Anyway!! It happened while i was trying to take a nap.. my boyfriend was doing something next to me.. i don't quite remember but.. my phone rang.. and it was my admissions counselor.. and she goes.. "Hey Esther... so... about your application... CONGRADZ!!" holy SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIi.. for a moment i thought she was going to say something along the lines of.. " Hey Esther.. we regret to let you know that we cannot accept your application at this time" ahahahaha.. oh man.. my boyfriend was freaking out more than me while we were hearing her over speaker phone. AhHAHAha!

BUTTT what a relief!!!! The essay I wrote.. took me almost 2 months!! SO yeah.. it's OFFICIALLY OFFICIAL!!

NEW YORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKkk hold on to your ears!! (rofl. random). JINAHHHHHHHHHHHh is coming to take over =). hehehe.'

NEXttttt.. as far as the photo shoot gig that i had.. it went rather well for my first time!! I was again nervous as hell.. cause i didn't know what the models wanted.. and if they'd be satisfied with what I did.. but they absolutely loved my work.. so they were stoked which made me stoked!! I should be getting pictures soon.. i'll def. show you guys when i get them!!

As far as the cosmetics sponsorship thingy with the company.. WHACK!! the meeting was whack.. too many requirements. they asked for wayyyyyyyy tooo much work.. and time.. and i def. wasn't satisfied with their quality. so that was out the door.

What else.. I finished my nephews slideshow thingy for his 1st bday.. slept only an hour last night to finish it.. left to Garden grove this morning at 8am... with everyone.. showed the slide show at his HUMONGOUS bday at a Korean BBQ restaurant that we pretty much rented for 4 hours LOL.. overall... it was a BIGG success!! everyone loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed it =).

Ok lastly.....
the ultimate highlight of my week...
by far a moment i will cherish..

My best friend and I made up.. We haven't spoken for 3 years.. because of drama that happened when we were younger.. I've got to say.. I'm so unbelievebly happy! I've always felt a void in my life since.. we stopped talking..
How it happened? I myspace messaged her.. and just.. down right.. apologized.. I know it doesn't sound like a big deal.. but it is for me! It really was so hard to throw down my stupid pride.. and just.. say sorry.. I mean.. I should've done it long ago.. but jeez.. I've missed her sooo much.. SO SO SO SO SO much.. and now I'm soooooooooooo glad.. Times have changed.. she's engaged and expecting a little one!!!!! HOLY MOLY!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so appreciative.. that she's even willing to start our relationship over.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)

Anywho.. I should be getting my paperwork this week for school.... I might have another few photo gigs this week too!! Oh man.. and oh.. lOl i'm not going to say that i'll be officially dieting.. but starting tomorrow i'm going to start making the effort to eat better.. lighter.. allalalalalala.

Ok last thing before i go..
so.. I'm at a brain fart for my next youtube video.. any ideas? requests? something... realistic... I really do suck at doing anything extreme.. LOL.. possible valentines look? hmm.. not sure..

P.S. I love you ladies. you guys are the best! REALLY! You ladies really are a factor that gets my motivation going everyday! thank you!! <3 talk to you guys soon!!!

-Jinah :]