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Thursday, May 7, 2009

Day 4!! Weight Loss Photo Progression

Today is day 4.. of my torture in hell. LOL Seriously. I feel like it's not getting any easier!!!!!!!! And this whole quit smoking thing is ridiculous. I haven't cheated yet.. but it's so tempting. BLAH!!!1 bad habit bad habit! Shame on me for even starting. now it's just super hard to quit.

-___________-; On a brighter note.. I weighed in at 160 today!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOt!!! That's the LOWEST i've ever been since like.... junior high school!!!!!!!
Day 1- Monday- 163.8 lb

Day 2- Tuesday- 162.2
Day 3- Wednesday- 161.3
Day 4- Thursday-160!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm hoping i
hit the 5's tomorrow!!!!!!! That'll be so freaking crazy. You guys have NOOOOOOOO idea.. how ecstatic I am.. I mean.. HOLY SHIT. I've been a fat girl all my life.. and things are changing up now. I'm so determined to change my lifestyle. No more fat girlness! I want to be healthy, happy, beautiful, proactive, assertive!! Anyway. =) had a cup of cereal.. an apple.. and green tea for breakfast =). Did my same workout this morning. Gotta pick up my laundry.. so i'll talk to you ladies later!! To everyone trying to lose weight.. WE CAN DO IT WE CAN DO IT!! =)

Here are some old pictures.. of me when i reached 200lbs.
Maybe it'll motivate you guys? It sure as heck motivates me.


Here are some more recent pictures.. with me starting to lose weight.. then me now..






kkkkkkkk gotta pick up my laundry!! Have a great day ladies!
=)


OOO By the way!!!!!! Here's a note I got from one of my closest friends.. on relationships.. thought it was frigging awesome.. thought i'd share!

**I STARTED WRITING THIS ON FEB 1, 2009. BUT THENNN...I NEVER FINISHED. HERE'S JUST A SAMPLE.

Ladies:

I decided to write a short (hopefully!) , sweet note about this book/movie. It was written by Greg and Liz.

Its great for all women to read/watch...whether you're single, taken, married, dating, etc.

Here are some important parts throughout each chapter.

he's just not that into you if he's not asking you out...
Because if he likes you, trust me, he will ask you out...

If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will.

Men don't forget how much they like you. So put the phone down.

You are good enough to be asked out :)

he's just not that into you if he's not calling you...
Men know how to use the phone.

"Oh sure, they say they're busy. They say that they didn't have even a moment in their insanely busy day to pick up the phone. It was just that crazy. Bullshit. With the advent of cell phones and speed dialing it is almost impossible not to call you. Sometimes I call people from my pants pocket when I don't even mean to...If I were into you, you would be the bright spot in my horribly busy day. Which could be a day that I would never be too busy to call you."

The big question here is, "Is it okay for a guy to forget to call me?" I'm saying to you, "No." If I like you, I don't forget you, ever. Don't you want the guy who'll forget about all the other things in his life before he forgets about you?

If he's not calling you, it's because you are not in his mind.

If he creates expectations for you, and then doesn't follow through on little things, he will do the same for big things.

"Busy" is another word for "asshole." "Asshole" is another word for the guy you're dating.

he's just not that into you if he's not dating you...
"Hanging out" is not dating.

If you don't know where the relationship is going, it's okay to pull over and ask.

There's a guy out there who will want to tell everyone that he's your boyfriend.

**AT THE MOMENT, I'M LETTING A FRIEND READ MY COPY OF THE BOOK :)
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

wooooO day 2!!!!

I'm soooooooo completely exhausted.. but pumped up the nose hole!

This morning I got up at 7am.. to do some hw.. then at around 8:30am I jetted to the gym.. again.. I did 45 minutes of hard cardio..
15 minutes on the stairmaster: -111 cal
20 minutes on the ellipticals: -183 cal
10 minutes on the bike: -108 cal.

Total burned: -402 calories
After cardio, I grabbed some 5 pound dumb bells and started doing some tricep/ bicep workouts.. some squats.. and WALAAA finito =)

I slept in the sauna again for 15 minutes.. oo.. it felt so good! I really feel like my skin is getting better by the day because of it!

Anywho.. so I haaveee a confession to make.. and you guys probably won't be so happy.. BUT!!!!!!!! on the bright side I have good news.

Not only am i dieting & exercising.. but i'm quiting smoking. I know i know.. it might sound bad to you guys.. but it's really hard not to smoke here because of the stress level. I mean.. any of you who've worked in the food industry know how hellish it can be.. That's school here everyday, although we enjoy it still =). But yeah. I'm quiting today.. and so far.. it's been hard as heck. I mean right when i woke up i was craving.. then right after i worked out i was craving.. and nowwww that i finished my cereal i'm craving.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I can do it! I can do it! I want to become healthy and active.. and get rid of all my bad habits. Not only like my health habits but just habits in general. I don't want to procrastinate, I don't want to be lazy, I want to be proactive and do what I say I'm going to do.

I know it takes time.. and it's a day by day effort but I'm so determined to change and become better.. you have no idea =)

PLUSSSSSSSSs I have a pretty good incentive. I can't tell you ladies what it is yet. But talk about smiles. I'm pretty determined to reach my goals for the incentive. I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT!

K getting ready for class =) Update you guys tomorrow!
Wish me luck! It's my first kitchen class (I'll be learning everything to do with soups & sauces)

Oh yeah! BTW. What I ate for breakfast/lunch.
1 Cup Whole wheat cheerios w. 1% fat milk. = 220 cal
1 macintosh apple = 70 cal
Total consumed: 290

What I plan to eat for snack:
Chewy granola bar= 100 cal

Dinner.
Greek Grilled Chicken Salad with onions, olives, feta cheese, tomatoes, bell peppers with a vinegerette= (roughly about 500 including dressing)

Total Consumption planned: 1110

BYEeeeeeeeeeee =)

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Monday, May 4, 2009

I feel good duh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh =]

Hellooo world =]
So today is the start of my DIET & EXERCISE!! I was actually aiming for tomorrow as the first day, but i'm way too excited to start now.. so I did! I got up this morning at 9:30 (no school today).. went to the gym..
weighed myself.
Ready for my starting weight!?
163.8lbs.

Woo so much weight to lose. So I here was today's routine:
Stairmaster warm up 10 minutes : -75 cal
Ellipticals 20 min: -192 cal
Bicycle: 13 min: -100 cal

Total burned: 367 cal.
After cardio I wondered around doing weights for 20 minutes. Thennnnnn my girlfriend My (that's her name) and I went to the sauna and just laid down and chitter chattered away for 20 minutes. Nowwwwwww I'm back and I've got to say.. I feel amazing! Jeez.. you know how smooth my skin is right now because of the sauna?! It's awesome!

For lunch I'm planning to grab a half a club sandwich with no mayo & a side salad =] Sounds yummy aye?!

So yeah. That's probably what i'll be starting my posts with.. I'll update you guys as often as i can.. and diet wise let you know on what I'm eating.. how im doing this.. that. Hopefully you guys will be able to see the results!!

Mmmm.. as for this weekend.. it was absolutely amazing! I went to the city with some friends.. well.. not the city but Queens. We ate jja jang myun.. then went shopping.. then went to a carnival.. thennn went to korean BBQ.. then karaoke.. then we went to a PC bang to play computer games like we were 14 again.LOL. ridiculous yeah.. but it was so much fun!!
Here are some pictures!! From the end of the night to the beginning!















Anywhooo =) I hope you guys have a phenomenal day!
Talk soon :]

Jinah



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Thursday, April 23, 2009

the story of my life!!

The story of my life is fairly amazing :)
I've had alot of down right shitty moments.. but i feel like it's only getting better! Better by the day... not to say that it still doesn't have it's downs but still =
)

ANYWHO!!!!!!1
where to start!!!
jeez..

It's been so long!! Ok well lets start off with my new tutorial!!





What I used:
FACE:
-Stila tinted moisturizer
-MAC studio fix fluid NC40( for concealer)
-MAC face & body (c4- foundation)
-NYC translucent powder

EYES:
-too faced shadow insurance
-mac paint pot in blackground (black color base)
-mac e/s carbon (lashline to crease)
-mac e/s romping from HK collection (crease)
-nyx pearl mania in purple (on top of romping)
-mac e/s vanilla (highlight)
-mac e/s concrete (eyebrows)
-urban decay 24/7 pencil liner
-nyx doll eye mascara in long lash

CHEEKS:
-nyx mosaic powder in dare
-mac sculpt and shape

LIPS:
-estee lauder lipstick in crystal pink
-mac 3d gloss in 3d

Pictures?





OKey dokey...

so with that aside.. what have i been up too!?

Wellll i started FISH class today... (and i also finished MEAT class).. it's a 7 day class for 6-8hours straight.. on everything there has to do with fish.. I'm pretty much in a fish room.. where i practice gutting.. fileting.. scaling.. and cutting fish into portion cuts. Part of the class.. is me trying to ID all the different fishes (haha.. imagine that... so there's nemo.. and dory.. and.. hmm sebastian!! LOL).. and starting tomorrow we do fish tastings.. (we get to eat 13 diff types of caviar per student = $130 worth.. lobster.. different crabs.. etc..!)
So yeah!

Today was the first time i EVER laid my hands on a whole raw fish to cut.. My mom usually does all that stuff so i was nervous as heck.. But it turned out great! My chef complimented my knife skills (i didn't know i had any LOL) =)! He thought i had lots of experience in cutting fish.. which he thought WRONG but.. thats the beauty of hands.. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE working with my hands. I feel as though.. when i work with my hands.. just yeah.. pure euphoria. Like CERAMIC
S! i took 3 years of ceramics and i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEED it.. anything with hands! its so soothing.

yeah so that's class.. the downfall for fish cla
ss.. well.. i stink of fish.. BADLY LOL! my roommates have already been yelling at me and it's only been 1 day LOL. YOU BETTER TAKE A SHOWER as soon as you get in. LOL. -__-; =)

Oh yeah! So i went to boston for spring break.. and on the way back i stayed the night with Tiffany (eyecon1219) :) we went to sing karaoke.. just us tw
o girls... sang our BUTTS off... then we ate in chinatown the next day and had some bomb diggity ice cream!

OK SO PICTURES ARE TOTALLY NOT WORKING!
GO TO MY TWITPIC TO SEE ALL PICTURES =)
http://twitpic.com/photos/jinahchae

Maybe i'll post a lil bit of our karaoke crazyness?! ahaha




oOOO and look what my friends Sammo & Tram sent me from california!!


They're absolutely the sweetest!! All my fav. things!! TOBasCCO & sour candy!!!!!! + salt and vinegar!!!!!!!!!! i have great friends. i really do :)

okley dokley!
I think im done for the day! But here's some RANDOM pictures of RANDOM makeup that i thought i'd show you guys! you might have seen it you might have not! but here you go :)







AND!!

I never ended up showing you guys!
But here are some old photoshoot pictures of the hooters girls i did!!







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