Wedding RSVP Rants

I need to rant!!!! I'm so frustrated and heart broken. Out of the 40-50 plus people we've invited on Allen's side, only eight are coming. Yes, eight. You would think that with the absence of his deceased father, his relatives would make an extra effort to attend? No? Does that NOT make any sense?! I mean it's difficult as it is to have his mother say that she's not attending= NO PARENTS on his side.. and now, NONE of his 50+ relatives are even making an effort to come. PATHETIC. DEAR RELATIVES,  YOU ARE PATHETIC!!!  Did I mention that Allen is the eldest and first son on his extended families side to get married?...

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2013. This is my year.

Hey Loves! I'm back and relaunching EVERYTHING! This year is my year! 2013... you are going to be amazing!   So, I have so much to catch up on but I'm just going to do the same quick run down that I always do. May 2012  Engaged  July 2012 Moved to Queens, NY  Fell completely flat and went MIA. (Bad time for me, lonely because I moved again, frustrated because I was getting too comfortable at home, unemployed because I moved/ figuring out what exactly I wanted to do, gained weight being a couch...

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Wedding planning chaos.

This venue?! Or that venue?! This date or that date?! $$$$$$$$. Omg. I wish I could win one of those wedding show thingymajiggys where the celebrity wedding planners just plan the wedding for you. So many decisions to make! DISLIKE! At least..  I'm making some sort of progress. What I'm working on now:  booking our venue! (I've been stressing over this for the last 3 weeks. Every venue is just.. soooo over my budget! Really hoping that this venue in Carlsbad works out for me.) (http://thecrossingsatcarlsbad.com/)...

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I said yes..

it's so beautiful. Heh.. I'm still kind of dazed by the whole thing.. It's pretty pathetic to say, but I never thought in a million years... maybe in my dreams yes.. but definitely not in reality that a man would love me so much. I use to think as I was growing up that I would probably be that girl.. the one that settled for some sore loser. I had such low self esteem that I thought that settling was my only option. Who would love such a girl? I imagined myself getting married to a prince charming.. but thought in reality...

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The end of Week 1 was great!

Hey Loves!So before I hit the sack I thought I'd blog about this past week. As far as weight goes I've lost 7 pounds.. although I'm pretty sure I gained 2-3 from the weekend LOL which puts me at a -3 or 4?Anyway, I'm not quiet comfortable with posting how much I weigh just yet but I will soon once I get back on the fast track!So yeah... I've been keeping track of my calorie burn with this nifty little gadget I bought called BodyMedia Fit Armband from Costco.. It's pretttttttttty AWESOME. You wear the armband throughout the day (and...

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Happy Easter!

Hey Loves!Happpyyyy EASTERR!!!!![picture of my nephews last year with the creepy looking Easter bunny LOL! Who wouldn't be scared!! :( Poor Daniel. lol]Anyway, hope everyone enjoyed the beautiful weather outside! Sooo after surveying everyone, I've decided that I'm going to keep my long hair! Some of the advice that I got makes perfect sense.. Because I have wavy hair it would be a pain in the arss if I had to straighten it everyday.. T-T Fail. I do wish I could've tried the hair at least once.. I just don't have the patience. Besides...

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To chop.. or not to chop?

Hey girls!! I'm debating whether I should chop my hair. >.<PLleaseeeeeeeeeee help me decide with a yes or no! The picture up top.. is kind of what it would look like?! I haven't had it that short since... elementary school.. and I kind of think it's time for a change! Different stage in life= different style?But I can't tell if it suits me or not!<3 Thanks in advance!(side note: my hair is about 4 inches from my butt.. I recently trimmed it)OHH YEAH! And by the way lOL.. the website I used to play with the first picture is a...

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