My mood: irritated.
I was suppose to update you guys on Monday =(.. but I didn't because yet again.. it has been a CRAZY busy week.
So here's to start:
Weight Loss Update-
Sept 29= 167.6 lbs. (failure week. no diet. no exercise. had no membership. nada nada)
Oct 6= 169 lbs. JEEEEEEEEz! Depressing week. GOOD DIET + GOOD exercise = NO WEIGHT LOSS. only.. WEIGHT GAIN! BOOOOOOOO!
Oct 13= 165 lbs. WOOOOOOOOoo! that gives me a -4... yayy!!
Oct 20= 163.2 lbs. -1.8. ROFL.. it's not that much.. but it's something right =)
November 12= 164 lbs.
November 17= 161 lbs. -3 lbs. (let's see how long that lasts)
So.. yeah. I lost 3 pounds.. but.. I dunno we'll see what happens.. I indulged once again today.. because.. I just got soo hungry.. I've picked up a new schedule.. and I'm up running around so much that it's hard.. to diet. UGHHHHHHHHhh!! Dieting SUCKS i tell you.
So.. my parents own this.. cafe/ cafeteria in Chula Vista's courthouse.. and our chef decided on Monday that it would be his last day without notice. lol. He didn't show up.. he didn't call.. and allll that jazzy stuff.. so guess who has to cover for his ass!! Oh yes.. and guesss what!! Since the economy is so eff'd up.. my mom goes.. "I'm not hiring anyone. You have to come everyday" nice. -______-; So yeah.. I'm the temporary chef.. dear lordy.. until after the holidays..
My wacky schedule:
-Work from 6:30am-4pm.
-get home.. take a shower since i feel drenched in oil -_-;
-Jet to my boyfriends house 4:30pm..
-See him for an hour before he goes to school
-Work in his garage.. packages.. and business crappppp to get rid of all the NYX 6:30pm- 9:30pm..
-Bf gets home 9:30pm.. so this is where our catch up time is..
-Hang out for a bit.. and relax.. take a nap.. then leave home @ around 2am-3am.
I gotta get rid of this staying up late thing. it's killing me. Jeez. I stay up till atleast 3:30 in the morning everyday.. and now that my family comes barging in the morning for work.. it's making me.. feel insane. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh.
More sleep. less eat. stop cravings. get rid of the makeup. make a video. plan the next days menu. finish prepping for NY. blablablablabla.
LOL so this one girl.. who works at the courthouse goes.. you look different from your youtube videos. JEEEZ. THANKS!!! lol. truthfully.. it's true.. i look like a train wreck at work. I hateeeeee putting on makeup while working in the kitchen.. so I just don't.. and since there's food flying everywhere.. I end up wearing just a plain shirt & sweats LOL.
OHH DUHH and today.. *pat on the back.. while i was trying to cut some chicken breast.. stupid thinly... I ended up slicing into my finger.. which hurt like a DONKEY... annnnnnnnnnnd to top that off.. I was pulling out some roasted tomatoes out of the oven.. when my finger started sizzling.. cause the stupid mitt had a HOLE IN IT!! -________________- so on my right thumb I have this nasty looking bubble.. and on my left index finger.. i have this gory cut in my finger that looks disgusting cause it's so deep.
Sadly.. i don't think i'll be making video posts for awhile.. i don't feel up to it.. it's just pointless.. to do my makeup at 4 in the afternoon.. boo. -_-; whatever.. life goes on..
So the big thing that's been in my head this week.. is my birthday.
dec 11. is when i turn 22..
Initially I wanted to have something big going down... since I'm moving to NY.. but i've changed my mind.. I've tried to plan my birthdays out year after year.. and it's tiresome. WHYYYYYYY oh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy should I have to try to celebrate my birthday.. and spend ridiculous amounts of money.. when it's my birthday?! I know i know.. i sound all bitchy today.. but it's true. WHYYYYY WHY WHYYYYY!! I'm just gonna pout a bit k?
Hang in there.
Literally.. i'm so tired of trying to get people together.. that this year.. I just don't want to. There are always excuses.. and last minute flakings.. no money.. no this no that..
USUALLY.. i'll break my back when it comes to celebrations.. I typically just want everyone to have a good time.. meaning sureeee don't worry I'll pay for the party.. SUREEEEEEE don't worry I'll pay for the tab.. the trips.. the plane tickets.. dinner.. ooooooo yeah don't worry I'll pick you up.. I'll call you.. don't worry I GOTCHU!! =_=;
So. what are my plans for this year? Have a quiet dinner with my boyfriend.. and spend some time with my family before I leave.
I do miss my friends. I miss every single one of them that are scatterred allllllll over the place and I do wish I could see everyone.. but I also know that everyone has lives.. and issues.. and so.. I'm going to shut my ass up.. and exit.
blablabla. Do you guys think I have issues? Cause i think i do. =(