finding the balance..

Hey loves,First I want to start off by saying thanks for all the advise and encouraging words :]. They truly are helpful and the fact that there's people listening (or reading) my random rants make me feel a whole lot better. Ready for part 2?Bare with me girls.. Since my last post, things have gotten worst. I'm definitely in pursuit of trying to change some things in my life. I was hoping that things would get better.... unfortunately this week ended up a complete ship wreck. To be honest, I feel torn and broken. Why is it that I can't find peace? This week there was someone key in my life that said some really disgustingly...

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Need a vaction. BAD!

Somebodyyyyyyyyyyyyy kickkkkkkkkk meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!I need a vacation.Bad.REALLY REALLY BAD.I just want to runnnnnn awayyyyyyyyyyy. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!The bills just won't stop coming in..I can't focusssss on anything!Why does it feel like.. I'm just working... my life away.How do all of you girls balance a full social, love, work life?!I get up.. I work... I come home.. I go to the gym... I go to sleep..and same thing allllllllllll over again!I need change.. but I don't know how and what part of everything I do I need to change?Does any of this make sense?Life is soooooooo repetitive and draining!Someone give me some inspiratttttttttion...

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HellOOO!

Hello everyone? :)I'm gonna avoid the whole yeah haven't updated.I'm sure you girls are so use to it.. I don't even know if anyone still reads my blogs? LOL!But just to get in the groove of blogging again.. I'm just gonna do a short post since I have a few minutes to spare at work.So...hmm...quick rundown.-Allen turned 30 a week ago!-It was our 2 year anniversary 2 weeks ago.-I officially am in debt forever now that my 450968540986456 students loans have kicked in.-I've been stressing and thinking about what my plans are for the next few years.-Thinking of going to Italy for a year? (It was a 50/50 before.. but my finances...

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Day 9

Hey girls! Today is day 9... and I'm feeling pretty good I think. I'm still hurting from Wednesday... I can barely squat to sit cause my legs hurt so much. AnywhoOOoO~ If you missed out on my recent update video.. I weighed in on Wednesday. Last week I was 176.. this week I weighed in at: It's crazy right?! Who would've thought... 6.6 pounds!!!!! Typically that sort of weight loss is something you see on Biggest Loser, not at home! This just proves that with hard work and dedication it's VERY POSSIBLE to lose weight... I do have...

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The end of day 5....

Hey girls,I know a lot of you have started your own journey's and I'd loveeeeee to hear how it's going! As for myself, today is the end of day 5.... and I've got to say that the last few days haven't gotten any easier since the end of day 1. My workouts are still difficult... I'm motivated.. but I feel like at times my motivation just.. disappears within seconds. As far as dieting, well.... let's just say I feel deprived. lol. I'm a girl that likes to sit down and enjoy a steak Chipotle burrito with chips & guac... yes... I can eat the WHOLE thing.. but no.. here I am trying to pace my 1 cup of cheerios and 1 cup of nonfat...

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Day 2. A little better!

Ok so first let me start off with my assessment information!! ::::Day 1::::: Weight: 176 lbs. Height: 5'5 Arm: 12 7/8 inches. Waist: 38 1/2 inches. Abs: 42 3/4 inches. Hips: 42 inches. Thigh: 24 inches. Jean Size: 11-13Shirt Size: L & XL Official GoalsOverall GoalsWeight: 120-130 lbs.Jean Size: 3-5Shirt Size: Sm Weekly GoalsLose -3 lbs/ week Monthly GoalsLose -15 lbs/ month By the end of 90 days...Be able to run a 6k marathonEnjoy working outEnjoy eating healthyBe able to control...

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Day 1.

Quick Update.Today was my assessment day and day 1 of my 90 day weight loss journey with my trainer Daniel!Ugh.Ugh.Ugh.UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Did i mention that it was really mean.. and gruel.. and just.. UGH!!!So.. I started off this morning waking up and thinking.. ohh.. yeah.. diet... no problem.. salad.. sounds good... and then as the day goes on..I start to feel the cravings..for... EVERYTHING!!!!!Omg.Why does food have to consumeeeeee my lifeeeee?! Seriously.. It's like.. as soon as you see junk you forget about allll the motivation and all your goals.. instead you just want to indulge in a 2 combo Panda Express with...

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