OKOK. I don't give up. I change my mind. LOL

So.. after much self reflecting.. and going through all your super supportive comments.. I've taken.. a bag of chips and wanked them on my head a billion times. I think my head is back to normal now. hehehe. THE DIET WILL CONTINUE!!!!!!!! wooo. Except.. not yet.. I'll be starting again next Monday. OHHHH boy oh boy.. it'll be ugly getting on that scale. LOL. i'm too scared to step on it.. because yes.. I've been indulging myself in eating whatever the past few days.. not too much enjoying everything I'm eating.. but just eating.. what...

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HELL over one week.

Hey everyone~It's been a few days.. or.. a week? I've been MIA.. I know.. So many random things have happened over the last couple days..Here goes..THE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED:-went up to Santa Ana to discuss my future at the Culinary Institute (My heart is set on this school!!)-spent some good time with my baby nephew-MET JUdyy.. (ItsJudyTime) from youtube.. We went clubbing in downtown =) She's a super hottie!!!!!!! and she's got CURVESSSSSSS!! We both got wayyyyyyyy too faded..-Went to the Haunted HOtel in Downtown.. it was the BESTTTTTTTTTTTT haunted kind of entertainment thingy to do!!!!! Super scary!!-Had a long good...

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Weighhh INNnnn

Alrighty.. the momentttt once again!RECAPSept 29= 167.6 lbs. (failure week. no diet. no exercise. had no membership. nada nada)Oct 6= 169 lbs. JEEEEEEEEz! Depressing week. GOOD DIET + GOOD exercise = NO WEIGHT LOSS. only.. WEIGHT GAIN! BOOOOOOOO!Oct 13= 165 lbs. WOOOOOOOOoo! that gives me a -4... yayy!!Oct 20= 163.2 lbs. -1.8. ROFL.. it's not that much.. but it's something right =)Total Weight Loss to date: 5.8 lbs. On a good note. I'm content. I lost a few inches throughout my whole body.. which is good right? I'm taking it slowwwwww.. and.. PATIENCE!! My main goal right now.. learn to be PATIENT! Lol.Anywhooo that's for...

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Everyday is a new day

Last night.. after I blogged... I went in the room.. and laid down next to Bong.. and I had the most... amazing talk with him. I truely am the most luckiest girl. He's such an amazing guy.. he loves me so much. Without any words.. in the dark he just held me.. and he knew.. he knew I was broken.. and held me even harder.. then he looked at me.. and began to speak to me things that I never believed a guy would ever say to me. Everything he said to me.. was so.. full of unconditional love.. I wish you guys could've been there to hear what...

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