Sorry for not updating you guys.. the past couple days.. man. it just feels like nothing is going right.. You guys are going to be soooooooooo disappointed!
The last few days I haven't completely kept with my diet again.. mainly because finding a gym membership has been a complete b**ch. JEEEEEEEEEEz! It's sooooooo frikkin expensive! On day 1 I went with my best friend to her LA fitness gym.. since I had a guest pass... but.. you know guess passes won't work forever. So yeah.. I checked out.. Ballys.. LAfitness.. Being Fit... Frogs... etc... ALLLLLLLLLLL OVER PRICED GOSH DENGIT! I can't afffford.. to be paying $400+ a year for a friggin gym membership..
So yeah.. that was pretty much what got me down the last couple days.. and my doopid self let it get to me.. all I kept thinking about was... if I can't friggin work out what's the point in dieting?!?! RESULT= cheating.
For day 2 & day 3 I ended up following my diet for breakfast & for lunch... I ate some egg whites with some toast & a 1/2 apple for breakfast.. and for lunch I had tuna salad.. just a tuna can.. tossed into a salad.. with balsamic vinegar.. and a pinch of olive oil.. Sounds like I did pretty good for my diet right? YEAHHHHHH.. that is.. UNTIL DINNER!!! I ended up having tacos.. cause my brother frigging brought home a grip of them... THENNNNNNNn last night my dad bought BURRITOS! DEAR LORD!! They're setttting me up!
Sorry I disappointed you guys.. man.. it sucks.. i feel GROSS!
On a positive note..
My boyfriend and I finally got a membership @ 24hr fitness... and we got a pretty good deal cause he got a military discount..
We actually worked out today for almost 3 hours!!
We did.. an hour's worth of cardio.. and tried out pretty much every piece of equipment there was.. for the last 2 hours..
Anyway.. tomorrow is another day.. anddddddddddd I'm going to make it happen eventually. Baby steps. That's all it takes.
Oh man.. random: i'm addicted to pickles. HOLY cow.. I bought a jar yesterday.. i'm almost done with them. LOL!!
So here's the look I did yesterday.. I'm posting the youtube video right now. I so completely didn't know where I was going with the look.. I didn't know what colors to work with... but it ended up alright =)
MAC Studio fix fluid (NC40)
NYX Black label compact in Natural Beige
Too faced shadow insurance
NYX JEP in Rust (up to the crease)
NYX e/s in Golden Orange (up to the crease)
MAC firespot (right on top of the golden orange)
MAC pigment in vintage gold (crease)
Jesse's girl Wicked (crease)
160 palette green color (crease)
NYX e/s lime green (highlight)
Loreal intense liquid liner
Jane creme liner
Covergirl pencil liner (waterline)
NYC face glow in sunstone
NYX mosaic in latte (contour)
NYX black label in beige
NYX megashine in frosted beige
ALrightyyy ladies.. before i take a lil bitty napp... just wanted to say thank you thank you to allll of you who have left me some amazing messages of encouragement & support!! If i could hug every single one of you guys.. I SOOOOOOO WOULD!! BETTER YET!! I'd buy you guys all ice cream!!! ( i love ice cream =( HAHAHHA. welcome to the fat world of esther. jinah. chae. LOL ) <3 MUCH LOVe!!!