Today is day 4.. of my torture in hell. LOL Seriously. I feel like it's not getting any easier!!!!!!!! And this whole quit smoking thing is ridiculous. I haven't cheated yet.. but it's so tempting. BLAH!!!1 bad habit bad habit! Shame on me for even starting. now it's just super hard to quit.
-___________-; On a brighter note.. I weighed in at 160 today!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOt!!! That's the LOWEST i've ever been since like.... junior high school!!!!!!!
Day 1- Monday- 163.8 lb
Day 2- Tuesday- 162.2
Day 3- Wednesday- 161.3
Day 4- Thursday-160!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm hoping i hit the 5's tomorrow!!!!!!! That'll be so freaking crazy. You guys have NOOOOOOOO idea.. how ecstatic I am.. I mean.. HOLY SHIT. I've been a fat girl all my life.. and things are changing up now. I'm so determined to change my lifestyle. No more fat girlness! I want to be healthy, happy, beautiful, proactive, assertive!! Anyway. =) had a cup of cereal.. an apple.. and green tea for breakfast =). Did my same workout this morning. Gotta pick up my laundry.. so i'll talk to you ladies later!! To everyone trying to lose weight.. WE CAN DO IT WE CAN DO IT!! =)
Here are some old pictures.. of me when i reached 200lbs.
Maybe it'll motivate you guys? It sure as heck motivates me.
Here are some more recent pictures.. with me starting to lose weight.. then me now..
kkkkkkkk gotta pick up my laundry!! Have a great day ladies!
OOO By the way!!!!!! Here's a note I got from one of my closest friends.. on relationships.. thought it was frigging awesome.. thought i'd share!
**I STARTED WRITING THIS ON FEB 1, 2009. BUT THENNN...I NEVER FINISHED. HERE'S JUST A SAMPLE.
I decided to write a short (hopefully!) , sweet note about this book/movie. It was written by Greg and Liz.
Its great for all women to read/watch...whether you're single, taken, married, dating, etc.
Here are some important parts throughout each chapter.
he's just not that into you if he's not asking you out...
Because if he likes you, trust me, he will ask you out...
If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will.
Men don't forget how much they like you. So put the phone down.
You are good enough to be asked out :)
he's just not that into you if he's not calling you...
Men know how to use the phone.
"Oh sure, they say they're busy. They say that they didn't have even a moment in their insanely busy day to pick up the phone. It was just that crazy. Bullshit. With the advent of cell phones and speed dialing it is almost impossible not to call you. Sometimes I call people from my pants pocket when I don't even mean to...If I were into you, you would be the bright spot in my horribly busy day. Which could be a day that I would never be too busy to call you."
The big question here is, "Is it okay for a guy to forget to call me?" I'm saying to you, "No." If I like you, I don't forget you, ever. Don't you want the guy who'll forget about all the other things in his life before he forgets about you?
If he's not calling you, it's because you are not in his mind.
If he creates expectations for you, and then doesn't follow through on little things, he will do the same for big things.
"Busy" is another word for "asshole." "Asshole" is another word for the guy you're dating.
he's just not that into you if he's not dating you...
"Hanging out" is not dating.
If you don't know where the relationship is going, it's okay to pull over and ask.
There's a guy out there who will want to tell everyone that he's your boyfriend.
**AT THE MOMENT, I'M LETTING A FRIEND READ MY COPY OF THE BOOK :)